I have. The only time I felt fear in my life, when the life of my gene-father was endangered, I battered mortals on the loading deck out of our way, so that we could get his wounded body to the apothecarion faster.

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Some of them did not survive. They had thought only to see their blessed master, and did not understand we needed a clear path. I feel shamed by my actions, especially considering... what became of the Warmaster, in the end.